By Virginia Winder
Experts say that all people should look at sleep in the same
way because a lack of it can have dire consequences for the mind and body.
If I don’t sleep well three nights in a row, it can be a
sign I’m either heading towards a depressive slump or a bout of over-energetic hyper-mania.
Also, for me deep tiredness can feel exactly like depression
and only a goodnight’s sleep can reveal the truth.
If I wake up feeling replete and fine, then it was just
exhaustion nibbling at my psyche.
Sitting here, listening to David Bowie’s 1971 album, Hunky
Dory, I’m feeling great sadness at his loss.
Grief also feels like depression.
When my mum and dad died in a car crash in 1999, I learnt to
tell the difference between the two. It all came down to what I was thinking
about.
If I was feeling sad and thinking about my beloved ma and pa,
I was suffering from grief.
But if I was thinking about other things, then that was
depression. For the first couple of years after they died, it was grief that
floored me more than diagnosed depression.
Now before you think I’m forever depressed, I do have long
spells without getting down. I just had 14 months without a glimpse of it and
when I did get walloped in the second week of November, it only lasted five
weeks.
Why it hit, is anybody’s guess. Why it disappeared one
Tuesday morning, I have no idea.
What I do know is that sleep is an essential ingredient in
staying well.
It also reports that sleep problems may increase the risk
for developing particular mental illnesses and also result from such disorders.
“Treating the sleep disorder may help alleviate symptoms of
the mental health problem.”
Harvard says there many benefits to sleep.
The deepest stage of quiet sleep produces physiological
changes that help boost the immune system.
In REM (rapid eye movement) sleep, people experience the
dream state. “Studies report that REM sleep enhances learning and memory, and
contributes to emotional health — in complex ways.”
On the flip side, sleep disruption affects levels of
neurotransmitters and stress hormones – and more. It wreaks havoc in the brain,
impairing thinking and emotional regulation and then comes the chicken or the
egg scenario: “Insomnia may amplify the effects of psychiatric disorders, and
vice versa.”
So, on Sunday, I chose to go to bed instead of writing my
blog. I was deeply tired and feeling that edgy, niggling feeling in my gut that
can mean impending gloom. It wasn’t.
I woke up this morning feeling bright, refreshed and
cheerful.
Now, I’m just feeling deep sadness at the loss of one of my
musical heroes. RIP David Bowie, your music touched my heart, my soul and
tickled my muse for many years – and will do for more to come.
“I, I will be king
And you, you will be
queen
Though nothing will
drive them away
We can beat them, just
for one day
We can be Heroes, just
for one day..."
I catch a paper boy
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I'm standing in the wind
But I never wave bye-bye
Yep.. We can be heroes... Just for one day😁
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